something called "love"

so funny !! remember that feeling again . .

yup i know about the word called "karma" but i though i will not be pursued with that thing !!

i give up !! i wont feel that feeling again , it is increasingly felt when im down or when im alone .

in past i know i will be like this , this bad feeling like follow me every single time, i want separated with that , runaway to somewhere only for discard this feeling , buried and burn it !!

can i?

should i?

yes i must do that , i dont want always be slave for that feeling !!

i know beside bring joy and happy "love" can be an evil and painful more then anything !!

i must find new way , open new page for my heart !! forget her !!!

yes i can , i trust my self !!

oh god just discard this feeling please !! hope will be better than this time !!

i believe it !